Without You

All appears to be fine
Laughing people and nice sceneries
Great atmospheres and love in the air
Yes, all seems special, so great..

But what does it matter
If one can't open her heart
If you keep everything to yourself
Even the greatest feeling of joy
Will cool and turn to stone

You used to be with me
You were there, all the way
Smiling and whispering softly
You made me feel okay
Those were the only times when I could
Be proud of myself

The past is the past
What was then can't be retrieved
Though you'll always live on
You're in my thoughts
In my memories, and in my dreams
Giving me that worried look
The look you always used to give me

The thought of you hurts
Because when I think of you
I wish you were here
Even though you'll never be
Never again
You had to leave me.. forever

As it appears
You're the only who ever understood me
You were the only one
Who could erase dark thoughts
That arose in my mind
You made me feel pretty
Now I'm left feeling ugly and insane

Living on without you
Is like going somewhere without directions
Running hard or walking slow
Will both make me crush down
Crush down so hard and painful

The happy couples
And all the people who can smile
Will never fully recognize
The feeling of being left alone
In the darkness

They shall never be able
To understand or do something
For those who can open their hearts
Will always have someone around them
They will never be alone
So they shall never feel as lonely
Left out, or out of place

So what does it matter now
Why are you all trying to help me
Why are you all saying you're there
And that I can tell you everything
If the girl in question
Can't break free from the past
And open up her heart..