She was one of them
Miserable, plain, alone
Joined the known crusade
On its fake quest for hope

Everyone in the crusade
Was close, yet distant
And when you cried
You walked alone

"Show no desperacy
Because when you're desperate
Hope's just a fairy tale
Then you're doomed to fail"

Crying silently she walked along
No one cared, or even noticed
Cheeks swollen and eyes burning
She had no choice but to follow

She cried till she could no more
Till all her tears were shed
Just to find out she'd been running
In circles, everything in vain

Hatred, sadness and despair
All started to rule over her
"What a worthless thing hope is
If those who need it cannot find it"

Her eyes turned cold, her skin pale
She refused to eat or drink
All she did was walking in circles
Over and over again

She joined a quest for hope
But lost all faith in what she searched for
She was too stupid and naive to see
That hope had never left her side

While she starved herself to death
There were people who tried
To stop and save her
But it was too late

The girl lacked of courage
To look up and see
That people did love her
That they were hope's key

She lived till her heart gave up
And if she'd still been alive
She could have seen
How many mourned and cried

Stupid and naive girl
You thought suicide was the key
That it would bring you hope
That you would be free

But my dear girl
Hope is just a state of mind
Do you believe or do you not
Is all up to you

You can join a crusade
And you can try real hard
But if you don't believe
It's like failing from the start

When life brings no answer
Than nor will death
For you can die many times
But you live only once.